I choked her
like a sadist
I choked her
like she’s my hamster

She held me by the waist
like she’s losing me some weight
She bit me in the arm
like a leopard taking her bait

Yes is not yes
No is not no
Why are we pretending
This is all too real ?

I spanked her
like a violator
I muffled her
cuz she’s not allowed to be heard

She held on to me
like a drowned squirrel
I held on to her
like it’s the end of the world

Pain is an acquired taste
Tear is an euphoric flood
Are we entertained
Or to be understood

She was spasming
like a newly resuscitated patient
She was out of breathe
like a dog eating half pound of chocolate

She was crying
I stood still
She was begging
to no avail

Gender is twisted
in a syrup world
Love is blindfolded
in the leather market
Yet our soul is whipped
without a safe word